I have been trying to update you during my “trip” this past two weeks/months.
Something has changed in me, ever since I got married. I became more free. I felt a covering, like a protection, like a unity that will never ever be broken. And I am trying to keep you updated on how I am feeling. And if you don’t want to be updated on this, then don’t read it.
I can find peace.
Even in the middle of a “trip”
I am on medication for seizures right now.
I am on sleep medication right now.
I have been on Lamyctl for about a year (I skipped 10 days once, 10 days another time, and a few here and there…so I guess 330 days out of 365 days?)
Please understand that I am learning as I go, and I am letting you into the process with me.
Have grace with me.
Not everything I write is about you.
Please, if you think it is, message me privately.
And please, if you want to speak to someone about how “full blown manic” I am, ask me my permission first.
Because even if I am “full blown manic” I am still a human being, I am almost 30 years old and I have the right to say yes or no to your decisions for me.
I am writing as I go. This is somewhat like my journal.
Remember livejournal? I used to have one of those.
THIS is my therapy.
THIS is how I breathe.
THIS is how I meditate.
THIS BLOG is my salvation, and so is God/Science/The Universe/Jesus
HAVE A GREAT DAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY